Finally, I have finished my last TMA assignment!!! Oh Yeah.................................!!!!!!
Do you know what a big relief it is? I have been stressed over the assignments upon assignments for the past one month. Especially for this month, everything is very rushed. There are just so many things to rush for. Now, I just finished the last TMA, I still have ECA assignment, 5 quizes and 1 exam to clear before my semester ends. It is really not easy studying in the university. It is just so tough. No wonder there are some people say that it is not easy to be in the university. If you are in, you are real good! Wow! I want to be that "real good"! :D
I really love, love, love all my friends especially the "regulars" who commented on my facebook very often. I so appreciated all that you guys had responded or commented and all your encouragements! Thanks for standing with me, supporting me mentally! Thanks lotz! :D
What's next now? I wanna rest for a little while before I clear the rest of the stuffs before my semester ends. Jia you! Fighting! :DDDD
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Thursday, October 8, 2009
REpeat
Do you ever hate yourself for keep repeating the same mistake again? I have. It is just so irritating. I will keep wondering to myself why I keep doing it again and again and why I can’t change it once and for all. Many thoughts run through my minds causing a lot of frustrations in me. How do we change? How do we quit on our mistake and shortcomings?
“I’m late again!” “Ah, the same mistake again!” “I spoke the wrong thing again!” Do all these sounds familiar to you. The moment you speak out these sentences, condemnation, guilty, negative thoughts and etc. come to you all at once! This is simply unhealthy (psychologically)! But, instead of all these, what can we do to improve the situation? Do something!
We are to be convicted and willing to commit to do something about it. A plan must be drawn out and follow closely. Modify here and there as we go along. Write down what is to do when the expectation is not met. What is the Plan B? I believe the best guide is the “S.M.A.R.T.E.R.” goal card. Nothing is as clear as that. Let’s begin to pick up our pen again to plan for next year before this year end. Don’t wait, do it now! Or else, you’ll never do it! One thing is “Never Give Up!” You just have to persevere.
Different people have different way of executing the plans. I don’t know about you but for me, I need to see my goals “everywhere” in order for me to work it out. That’s mean papers pasting everywhere in my room! (Laughing) Let’s start planning once again, friends! Let’s do it together! :D
“I’m late again!” “Ah, the same mistake again!” “I spoke the wrong thing again!” Do all these sounds familiar to you. The moment you speak out these sentences, condemnation, guilty, negative thoughts and etc. come to you all at once! This is simply unhealthy (psychologically)! But, instead of all these, what can we do to improve the situation? Do something!
We are to be convicted and willing to commit to do something about it. A plan must be drawn out and follow closely. Modify here and there as we go along. Write down what is to do when the expectation is not met. What is the Plan B? I believe the best guide is the “S.M.A.R.T.E.R.” goal card. Nothing is as clear as that. Let’s begin to pick up our pen again to plan for next year before this year end. Don’t wait, do it now! Or else, you’ll never do it! One thing is “Never Give Up!” You just have to persevere.
Different people have different way of executing the plans. I don’t know about you but for me, I need to see my goals “everywhere” in order for me to work it out. That’s mean papers pasting everywhere in my room! (Laughing) Let’s start planning once again, friends! Let’s do it together! :D
Friday, October 2, 2009
A Passby Place
This is just a place I have to passby in order to reach the other end which is where I suppose to go. In another words, it is a bridge to my destiny. Throughout the past more than one year, I have learnt some things. For example, now I know how to use excel and simply love it! That is my greatest satisfaction I think. I have known friends in the workplace. Though I don’t really like some part of them, sometimes even don’t feel that I’m getting along well with them, but still, they have played a part in my life. I can’t change a person anyway. If people don’t want to change, there’s nothing you can do.
I’m wondering what is ahead of me. I’m full of expectation and visions about my future. It’s going to be a bright, bright future being a professional counselor! The first semester of the first year is about to end. I have finally got to know about counseling. It is not easy but yet, very exciting. I like the way how my tutor-lecturer said this “A Counselor has his very own unique language.” It makes me feel that as a counselor, we are different and we make a difference in people’s life. This motivates me a lot.
In the coming semester, it’ll be tougher and busier I suppose. Hopefully, I can take the core subject which I didn’t take this semester, together with the next semester core subject. I don’t think I want to drag my graduation. The best situation is to complete my degree in three years and continue at the fourth year for my degree honours. To achieve that, I need to work real hard. My aim is to score above grade 3.0. I think I’ll be safe if I can hit that target. Most important of all, I must catch something out of this whole course to equip myself well to be an effective counselor. “Fighting”, Christina!
*You may not understand what I’m writing especially at the beginning of this blog as some details can’t be added in here. Just treat that I’m speaking in parables. Haha… :P
I’m wondering what is ahead of me. I’m full of expectation and visions about my future. It’s going to be a bright, bright future being a professional counselor! The first semester of the first year is about to end. I have finally got to know about counseling. It is not easy but yet, very exciting. I like the way how my tutor-lecturer said this “A Counselor has his very own unique language.” It makes me feel that as a counselor, we are different and we make a difference in people’s life. This motivates me a lot.
In the coming semester, it’ll be tougher and busier I suppose. Hopefully, I can take the core subject which I didn’t take this semester, together with the next semester core subject. I don’t think I want to drag my graduation. The best situation is to complete my degree in three years and continue at the fourth year for my degree honours. To achieve that, I need to work real hard. My aim is to score above grade 3.0. I think I’ll be safe if I can hit that target. Most important of all, I must catch something out of this whole course to equip myself well to be an effective counselor. “Fighting”, Christina!
*You may not understand what I’m writing especially at the beginning of this blog as some details can’t be added in here. Just treat that I’m speaking in parables. Haha… :P
石欣卉 昨天
当我第一次听这首歌的时候，我几乎要哭了。它带给了我很多的回忆。歌词里写的感觉是那么的熟悉。这是石欣卉的故事吗？这首歌好痛哦。听得我都觉得心好痛。似乎在耳边，我能听见自己叫着自己“忘了过去吧。”就好像心里有一根刺插得很深，无法拔出。
（脑里不自觉地浮现出这些感想）“总以为不见面，就会没事。那知道心会更痛。想要放下，却放不下。就一直爱着没有回应的爱。无论多么想跟他说个什么，却总是说不出口。只能远远地看着他。我爱他的心情谁懂。紧紧地抓着一个没有结果的爱情。多么辛苦阿。这种心情谁懂。” 听着这首歌，想着过去，眼眶里便出现了泪水。我非常了解这种心情。我曾爱着别人无数次，但全都没有结果。爱得我也累了，毕竟已伤痕累累了。若要期盼着新的恋情，我不知道我会不会有信心。
有时，回忆起以前，我的心会觉得很空，很寂寞。我不明白为什么我期待的爱情总是不降临在我身上。是我不配的吗？我曾经这么想过。直到有一天，一个人告诉我这么一句话“你绝对是配得有一个很好的男人。你是一个好女孩。”虽然那时，说这句话的那个人正在拒绝我对他的爱恋，但，我却被这句话给感动至今。我感激他说了那么一句话。现在的我们是朋友，对我来说已足够了。我会找到那个配得我爱的那个人。我会幸福的。谢谢当初的你。我会幸福的。
以上是我有感而发所写出来的。甭担心我。那些已是过去式。现在的我很好，正等着命中注定的那个人出现。等待的时间里，我会努力准备好自己。一切担心与着急是没有必要的。就请周围的朋友与家人，别为我担心了。顺起自然就好。
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Too Many In Life, But Limited
Just went through the songs for next year vocal exam, hrs ago with my vocal teacher. Learnt something new about how to bring out the song. It is not that easy as I had thought in the past. So many to learn, but yet limited time as I'm occupied with many things in my life. Nevertheless, I'll never give up on singing! May be it is also to make up for the unability to dance now.
It's just can't help it. There are just too many things that we want to do in life but yet, limited time and resources. Therefore, what I can do now is just to choose some of them to do. It is never anything perfect in life. You can't have everything at one time. That's life. But still, I thank God for what I'm doing now. I thank God for all the opportunities that are given to me! Thank God! :D It is such a priviledge as not everyone can have what I'm having now. It is simply a great priviledge that I must cherish! I believe this is really a calling for me. I'll do my best no matter how weak I seem to be at times. Jia you! :D
It's just can't help it. There are just too many things that we want to do in life but yet, limited time and resources. Therefore, what I can do now is just to choose some of them to do. It is never anything perfect in life. You can't have everything at one time. That's life. But still, I thank God for what I'm doing now. I thank God for all the opportunities that are given to me! Thank God! :D It is such a priviledge as not everyone can have what I'm having now. It is simply a great priviledge that I must cherish! I believe this is really a calling for me. I'll do my best no matter how weak I seem to be at times. Jia you! :D
Saturday, September 26, 2009
很高兴遇见你
“在认识你之后，就希望你能幸福。希望你能一直带着笑容活着。希望你能梦想成真。就算我们不能再一起，我也希望你能过得很好。就算将来你的身边站着别的女生，我也会祝福着你的。我只会默默地看着，默默地希望你好。别人会笑我傻，笑我痴。这些我都不会在乎。我只在乎你。”
或许是我想象力很丰富，我对爱情的要求会很高。对我来说，爱情绝对不能是闷的。我无法容忍“闷”。我渴望爱情里的浪漫与惊喜。不一定每天都要有，但绝对不能没有。
当我喜欢一个人后，我会很想多跟他在一起，说话聊天，吃饭等等。因为我想多了解他。也希望能够得到他的回爱吧。如果不能所愿，我会默默地喜欢着他直到我不能为止。如果他找到了他的幸福，我会祝福着他。我绝对不是那种会跟别人抢男人的女人。如果有人要争，就让她们去争吧。我没有兴趣。我认为一切顺其自然就好。我认为爱情是自然的，是慢慢培养出来的。争夺的爱情会幸福吗？争夺有意义吗？
曾经有人对我说，如果我真的爱那个人，为什么不要去争呢. 对于这点, 我实在无法认同. 或许, 我比较想要男生主动一点吧.
别再问我的择偶条件是什么了. 我正在等着我的命中注定. 希望能像我所祈祷的那样实现. 我能知道答案吗?
"认识你是我这辈子最幸福的事."
*以上的, 若有雷同, 纯属巧合.*
或许是我想象力很丰富，我对爱情的要求会很高。对我来说，爱情绝对不能是闷的。我无法容忍“闷”。我渴望爱情里的浪漫与惊喜。不一定每天都要有，但绝对不能没有。
当我喜欢一个人后，我会很想多跟他在一起，说话聊天，吃饭等等。因为我想多了解他。也希望能够得到他的回爱吧。如果不能所愿，我会默默地喜欢着他直到我不能为止。如果他找到了他的幸福，我会祝福着他。我绝对不是那种会跟别人抢男人的女人。如果有人要争，就让她们去争吧。我没有兴趣。我认为一切顺其自然就好。我认为爱情是自然的，是慢慢培养出来的。争夺的爱情会幸福吗？争夺有意义吗？
曾经有人对我说，如果我真的爱那个人，为什么不要去争呢. 对于这点, 我实在无法认同. 或许, 我比较想要男生主动一点吧.
别再问我的择偶条件是什么了. 我正在等着我的命中注定. 希望能像我所祈祷的那样实现. 我能知道答案吗?
"认识你是我这辈子最幸福的事."
*以上的, 若有雷同, 纯属巧合.*
Thursday, September 10, 2009
恨你不在我身旁
恨你不在我身旁
每每这一个时刻，我都会想起你。
但，你却不在我身旁
每一次，我在梦中叫你的名字，
但，你却不回应。
每一次，我伸出手向你求助，
但， 你却不理睬。
当我寂寞的时候，我会想起他。我多么想要他在我身旁陪伴着我。但是，我知道那是不可能的事。他还在兵营里。他的生活永远都是那么地忙碌, 连通电话都不能拨给我. 每一次的见面, 打招呼似乎是一件非常难的事. 在我心里, 他站的位子是重要的. 到目前为止, 没有任何人能够取代的. 我把他看得那么重. 他是否也是这样想我呢? 我只知道, 至今他都一直让我失望. 何时我才能知道答案呢? 他是否属于我?
我好寂寞, 好孤单, 好没有安全感… 唯一的希望就只盼他的到来. 但, 左盼右盼, 他连影子都没有出现过.
我看了别的男生, 尝试去考虑他们. “小我一两岁的应该可以吧? 这个怎样? 那个怎样?” 但, 最终还是觉得不适合. 他的名字一直都出现在我的脑海里. 你为什么一直纠缠着我, 却又不给我希望? 我恨我爱你!
*<<我恨我爱你>>这首歌是来自这样的故事吗?*
每每这一个时刻，我都会想起你。
但，你却不在我身旁
每一次，我在梦中叫你的名字，
但，你却不回应。
每一次，我伸出手向你求助，
但， 你却不理睬。
当我寂寞的时候，我会想起他。我多么想要他在我身旁陪伴着我。但是，我知道那是不可能的事。他还在兵营里。他的生活永远都是那么地忙碌, 连通电话都不能拨给我. 每一次的见面, 打招呼似乎是一件非常难的事. 在我心里, 他站的位子是重要的. 到目前为止, 没有任何人能够取代的. 我把他看得那么重. 他是否也是这样想我呢? 我只知道, 至今他都一直让我失望. 何时我才能知道答案呢? 他是否属于我?
我好寂寞, 好孤单, 好没有安全感… 唯一的希望就只盼他的到来. 但, 左盼右盼, 他连影子都没有出现过.
我看了别的男生, 尝试去考虑他们. “小我一两岁的应该可以吧? 这个怎样? 那个怎样?” 但, 最终还是觉得不适合. 他的名字一直都出现在我的脑海里. 你为什么一直纠缠着我, 却又不给我希望? 我恨我爱你!
*<<我恨我爱你>>这首歌是来自这样的故事吗?*
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