Friday, October 12, 2012

FB, Twitter, Path

I've changed a lot this year after being through the most heartache period of my life. My emotions and my weight flows in the same wave. They went all the way down and up together. Thank God that I'm much normal now. My weight has gone back to the normal weight, no longer dropping any further.

I still FB, but very much lesser, almost not at all until recently. It is because I don't want to have any chance to "see" him on facebook or let him know about my recent updates. (Although I had hidden all his post in the feeds.) Any news or photos of him will only make me feel worse. I rather not know and not see him at all. Only then, I can totally walk out of his life. No longer we will be friends or anything else. I don't want to have any interaction with him anymore. He will only make me feel disgusted. I dislike this kind of person. Though I had forgiven him, but it doesn't mean I want to still be his friend. It is my right. I want to live a brand new life without him. What is in the past is in the past, I can only move on and live in my present. I don't want to know this person anymore. Bye.

I tweet. I tweet a lot. I just have never ending of words to share. In a way, I want to let him know that I'm living better without him now. I'm fine.

I Path a lot. I share a lot of my personal thoughts in there. It is only that few people in my Path can read. Privacy. But sometimes, I do know that I've posted things I should not. 

I wish to take many photos of my happy face and happy moments. I want to remember all the happiness and forget about the sadness. Another year went by. Here I am, standing stronger than before. Cheers to life!

*Walking alone is not easy. I have to be strong and independent no matter what. I have to be bold to face everything ahead. Keep on living!