Monday, August 31, 2009

乱乱的思绪. 乱乱的房间. 乱乱的生活.
毫不清楚的, 想做的一切也跟着乱了. 完全都不知道该做什么. 一切都很不清楚.
如果连最基本家里的琐事都做不好或没做的话, 那,你的人生就如你的家的情况一样了.
神-第一, 家-第二. 这可是十诫里头两个最重要的东西喔! 要记得, 除了神以外, 家可是第一喔!

如果你想要你的人生有着什么样的改变, 那, 第一, 你必须做的就是把家里打理好. 可能至少把自己的房间收拾好等等之类的. 我现在正面对这样的问题, 所以我能深深的体会这种感觉.

如果我人生要有什么样的变化的话, 我的房间就得先整理好了. 每一天都还是很乱. 真叫人受不了! 就算熬夜, 我也要快点把它做好! 好多东西要做喔! 但是, 我觉得我"准备"好了... (这是个不能说的秘密!) :P

Monday, August 24, 2009

Child of Destiny

Seriously, I had never thought that I would have the chance to perform in Victoria Concert Theatre with ticket selling public performance! It was such a fantastic experience! Incredible! We had all truly enjoyed ourselves very much! Not just the performance, but the great opportunity of every one of us gathered together in one place with the same purpose. That was such a precious moments with each other! Out of all of busyness, we were there!

The moment we finished the performance “Child of Destiny”, the audience stood up to clap their hands & cheered for us, we felt so proud of ourselves & so honor to be there! We smiled immediately. Some even wanted to tear!

With so many photos we had took, some of them actually “prophesized” of the slow working of the Facebook as all of us begin to flood the Facebook with thousands & thousands of photos!!! Hahaha…. :P I’m one of them! Hahaha…

Very tired but yet fulfilling…

To see the photos, go to the Facebook, friends! As I say, thousands & thousands of photos!!! LOL.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

完成了第二个作业

终于完成了我的第二个作业,并且在线上交上了。终于放下了心中的一块石头。心理和身理都很疲倦了。好想大睡一场阿。。。但是,因为有太多的东西在忙碌的时侯,想要去做。所以,我无法错过在能休息的时候,去做。因此,我还是在忙着。。。哈哈。。。你应该在骂我为和不去休息了。哈。。。可是,能做我想做的东西是多么的开心的事啊!小小透漏一下。。。其中一样是看anime。其中宁一样是看电视节目。但,那绝对不是电视上的那些,而是线上的那些外国片。哈哈。。。我可是超级电视迷阿!哈哈。。。不知道这是个优点,还是缺点。。。 去看戏喽!Bye bye! :)

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Graduation

I want to be trueful to myself. That's why I share.
2yrs ago, my parents, especially my mum refused to attend my SOT graduation.
Is that a good thing or not. Till now, it has been a very deep memory in my heart.
It has unknowingly cause an effect in me. Do I need to overcome this?
I feel like being rebellious by not allowing my parents to attend my university graduation 3yrs later. Should I do that? Since I have no burden about they paid the school fee. This time round, I'm the one paying. What excuse for them to come? It is really bad to think like that.
Who is perfect? There'll be time that you'll be just like me, thinking in this way. It is just a thought. Whether or not it is going to happen will depends on your decision. So, what decision will you make?

I realize that many small little things that happen in your life can actually cause forth an impact in your life. It'll affect what decision you'll make in the future. It really will! For bad or good.
What decision should I make? To me, I feel that every graduation, no matter what it is for, should be respected. If anyone is to treat it lightly, I feel it is just not right to do so. I dislike this kind of person. Let's see what will happen in 3 yrs time. Will I allow my parents to go for my graduation? I feel with parents or without parents in graduation makes no difference. I'm used to simple and lonely graduation. It is like nothing big is happening. Other than taking photos, it is just taking photos... The only thing I feel more comforted is the friends who have come down specially to support me. Even without gifts, their greetings are more than enough. Though I'll still admire those who are surrounded by many people & with many gifts & surprises in their hands. So nice! How sweet it can be? Admire...

Why talk about graduation? It is because I just attended a graduation of my friends...
All the best! They're real blessed, surrounded with so much love! :D

Monday, August 10, 2009

妒嫉

当我看到别人幸福,我会妒嫉他们。
当我看到我的好朋友跟别的朋友去某个地方玩得很开心,我会妒嫉。
(难道他们忘记了我?)
当我知道我被遗忘了,我会觉得这个世界并不需要我。
当我被利用了,我会觉得心如刀割。
当我被欺骗了,我会觉得这个世界怎么会是这样。我心碎了。
当我孤单的时候,谁来陪我。当我伤心难过时,谁来安慰。
当我看到别人拥有着幸福美满的家庭生活,我会想“难道我没有吗?”
当我得不到我想要的东西,我会放弃。就让他走吧。
如果我不被珍惜,我不会强求任何的事情。我就是这样的。
当我看到或知道原来他有了目标或女友,我会祝福他们。
我想我是一个不会“抢”的女人吧。
我认为不属于我的东西,终究并不会属于我的。何必强求呢?
整天看着别人的好,却看不见自己的好。那是一件多么辛苦的事。
要如何才不会去比较,却又能发觉自己的优点与潜能呢?要如何去寻找适合自己的style呢?
每一天都是学习的一天。人生有着学不完的东西和领悟。人生漫长,要珍惜。无论生命有多长,我们都要努力去过好我们的每一天。即使是失败与不愉快,我们都要学习着爬起来,再战的精神。如果你只剩下最后一天的生命,你会做什么呢?
“幸福绝对不是偶然的,也不是绝对的。它是需要你去努力争取的。”
“世上没有不劳而获的事情,只有一份耕耘,一份收获。”
“努力是必然的。没有了努力,一切都会变得没有意义了。”
“你准备好挑战人生吗?”

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Drama Effect

Love is an experience of being with someone, sharing all the happiness & unhappiness. You get to know that person day by day. The feeling for him become more & more.
-That's relationship...

When watching dramas, people cry. This is because they longed for that kind of perfect love or relationship in the show that they can't get in real life. Therefore, they get very touched & desire very much of what's going on in the show. They start to pity themselves of not having the same story or scenario shown in the show. Is drama an illusion for us? Or is drama a place where we get our emptiness filled in? Or is it there to "fulfill" the dream that we can't get in real life?

Everybody cries. I cry. My sister cries. My mum cries. My friends cry.

But, it is still not good nor healthy to get too into the drama as it is not your life. You are supposed to create your own future, your own life! It shouldn't be the same as what the drama is showing. That is either other's experience or just a thoughts created by someone. Don't let your life lives in an illusion world!