Black Is The Color Now

The most suitable color for now is black.
It reflected a lot on the emotions & thoughts. Nothing can be hidden from it.
White is reflected very obviously among the black.
"So let your light shines among the darkness!"
Black can be depression or in a hopeless situation.
But, fear not! The white light shall penetrate through the darkness. There's always hope for life!
Wonderful!
Black is msterious & secretive. I like! Sometimes I don't like myself to be too transparent to others. I want to reserve some privacy for myself.
Others don't understand you, it is okay. The most important thing is you have to understand yourself & what you are doing, what you want to do.
All the best for whatever challenges that are in life!!! Cheers for all the warriors out there!
Never say die is the spirit!!! :)

Busy weekends this week...
Fri 29/05- Songs of Solomon Bible Seminar Part 1 (S.O.S.)
Sat 30/05- Mini Emerge (Svc 1 & 2)
Sun 31/05- Mini Emerge (Svc 3 & 4)
- Global Day Of Prayer (GDOP)

*Thank God I can sing for these events!!! :)

Got Refreshed Again!

It was tremedous service with Rev. Mike Connell. It makes me refreshed once again in the spirit. The kind of hunger & desire come all over again to me.

I thought I would stand one side & watch throughout the deliverance. I was wrong. Then, a sister from SOT fell infront of me. I realized I had to pray for her. I looked around. No one was there to attend to her. It was like as if God had put her there for me to pray for. This experience makes me realized I was wrong about letting others opportunity to pray for the people. I should find a need & meet a need. It is not about letting opportunity for the others but obeying God to serve with the gifts that God has put in us. I was wrong. That was such a wrong thinking in the beginning. Thank God for such an experience during the service! Thank God for letting me realized what I can do to serve. Thank God for reminding me that whatever that I had learnt & been trained of can be used even after graduation. It'll not be put to waste. We can make full use of what we were trained for. Amen.

What a great reminder for me! :) Thank God! :)

Tiredness...

I kept feeling there're many things not done yet. Things are keep piling up or seems to be forever can't finish... I'm feeling tired. School is going to start soon in July. I can't feel this way now. Then, what about when school starts? Even more tired or just faint??

I'm feeling stress in my vocal training already. I wonder why I keep on can't do the warm up & exercises well... It is difficult. I keep trying. The voice will become tired. Then, I can't sing but to rest. It's hard to figure it out on my own. I need to put more effort without hurting my vocal chord.

My room is in a mess for months already. It is just like my mind! Whatever condition my room is, it seems to reflect on what is the condition in my mind! haha... Please, no one sees my room! I can't stand it already! But, if I am to tidy up everything, I've a certain standard to do it. I think... I need to give away or throw some of my clothes. My wardrobe is like very outdated already. I'm very sick of it already! I'm just so restricted my money! God, is there a way out?

Every month, same finances planning, same account I'm doing, same limitation... Sigh... :(
All these I still have to continue, I need to sacrifice a lot of things to study for my degree... I want to dance! I want to write, read... I want to continue learning my Japanese! I want to learn more languages like Indonesia Bahasa, dialects... I want..... so many more! Ah~

I just have to bear with it. No time left. No longer young. Some of the things, as I grow older, I feel I've no more energy to do already. Even if I've the heart to do, I can't do it... Very complicated feeling inside of me. :(

God, I lift up everything in your hands! God, bless these small sacrifices...

*Thank God, my favourite dancer confirmed me in facebook!!!! Yea!!!! :)

Let God Arise -Chris Tomlin

Hi, this is the song that always mistaken to be the Benny Hinn's "Let God Arise". haha....
I always forget the melody of this song. Thank God for 'youtube'!!!! hahaa... :)



The way how he sings sound so fun! Have a feeling of enjoyment!!! Can I bring out that kind of feel? Frenz, be bold in your praises! Come on, man! haha.... :) Everyone can be free in praises!!!!

Creative Hobby-Photography

Are you just like me who always admire the photos of the artistes?

Why are they so beautiful? How the photographer got the best angles of the artistes? How did the artistes or the photographer know what poses to do? I'm really wondering...

I wish I can have photos like those too! I want my beauty to be captured at the best moments, so that when I grow old, I can look at the pictures & think back. How nice it is...

Up to today, have you taken any nice close up shot on yourself?

I start to like photography, but may be not very into it. I just feel that it is interesting. I want to explore on how to take the best shots of people, events, objects & etc. That's why I am always seem to be taking photos all the time wherever I go (once I've got the feel or found a good shot). I may not have professional skills or camera, but I believe using even the simplest camera, can take good shots too! Of course, it'll not be as good as the professional camera. Still, it is fine with me. I'm just doing for fun, as a hobby. :)

*One of my proud photos taken by me is the header photo above (in this blog) -the Frangi pani (flower). This was taken near my house while on the way home. :)

Here are some of the nice photos:

Lee Hom

Taiwan

BoA Kwon

Korea

Latest US Album's front cover

BoA Kwon

Taken @ her MV "永远"

Sun Ho

Singapore

One of her latest photo shot @HK

Utada Hikaru

Japan

"This pic is taken very naturally. I like it very much!"

Christina Adalia Lim

Singapore

Taken for Modelling Agency's Portfolio -Wedding Gown

BoA Kwon

Korea

Taken while she is dancing.

"This is the 'Moment' I am talking about!"

BoA Kwon

Korea

"Back to the Nature"
-Looks comfortable-

Christina Adalia Lim

Singapore
Taken for Modelling Agency's Portfolio -Casual Look

Christina Adalia Lim
Singapore

Taken for Modelling Agency's Portfolio -Wedding Gown

"One of my fav. shot."

My Green kawaii Froggy

MY KAWAII FROG

I BOUGHT IT JUST LAST WEEK FROM DAISO.

JUST TWO BUCKS!

HAHA...

HIS RESPONSIBILITY:

TO SMILE @ ME EVERYDAY!

ITS PURPOSE IT'S CREATED.

TOP VIEW



BACK VIEW

FRONT VIEW

FROGGY SAYING HI TO EVERYONE!

Watching "Britney-for the record"

I like this quote very much!-

Britney's dance chereographer:
I want her to have the happiest moment in her dance...

I really like it very much! Because it reveals a lot on a dancer's desire & feeling. Perhaps it also tells of how much stress & pressure an artiste has to go through with not much of a personal life. Dance can be one of the few channels where the artiste can really express himself or herself. A channel for releasing self or stress. I can agree on this as I always danced last time whenever I was feeling very stressed up, upset, angry & etc... That is a very good channel indeed but it is not a permanent solution, but just for the moment.

I remembered I once danced in the dark, facing the wall with my shadows before. It reflected a lot of my emotions onto the shadow... The shadow is like the 2nd me. Imagine that the shadow is actually moving differently from you. It is that kind of feeling. Shadow speaks! It speaks to me! hahaha..... (Don't feel eerie here...)

There're just so many parts of me that even I don't know. I feel I am always exploring myself! haha... I'm always exciting, filled with lots of adventures! Yeah! Enjoy life...

What I feel about this interview on TV "Britney-for the record"?
A lot! It talk about so much, so much of Britney's thoughts & inner side of her, the story behind the screen. I feel sort of encouraged by her sharing. She is strong outward but yet, actually weak in the inside. What she wants is actually very simple but unfortunately, her ex-husband couldn't give her, she don't get it... It's a life of moulding for her... Difficult but yet, still blessed with the two kids she has.

"Britney, Press On!"


"Stay strong, moving forward & never look back!"
-Christina Adalia