粱静如-会呼吸的痛

This song is very nice & touching. I like. But, where is the minus one????

I'm still looking for suitable songs for me... But, the problem is how to get the minus one?

The songs I've now is really if I really can't find the song I want or the minus one?

HW is to find two songs to prepare for exam... Stress...

Confirmed name for my nephew!

My nephew's name is confirmed. His name is Chua You Jun
蔡佑俊!
Yeah! Finally, it is finalized!

命中注定我爱你-半情歌

This MTV is very touching. It not only brings up the song but also the show! It is super sad expecially when it shows the part when the main female cast met with the accident, which caused her to lose her baby eventually.....

扬丞琳-带我走

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JtYHB7AZDmY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i67ncf-9IuQ

I like this song. It is like a breakthrough song for Rainie Yang. I want to figure out how to sing it.

mess Mess mess

Oh tian, so many things! What a mess! God, please give me more time! I'm very confused right now. I must set a time frame to complete by this week.

Thank God jie is discharged from the hospital. I have been visiting her for the past one week. I feel so sad looking at her when she was still in the hospital. Everything was not easy for her. Jie, nothing much I can do, but to jia you for you.

At least now, I don't need to go hospital. I can do my things already. I must finish it fast. Or else, I'll go crazy! Sigh... Such a mess everywhere... God, help..........

I don't like the feeling of being very disorganize. I don't like. It makes me feel very uncomfortable throughout my whole body. Ah....

Mess, mess, mess..... Please clear it quick!

The 8th day after my nephew was born

现在, 我的心情是很复杂. 我很难解释为什么...

This is the 8th day after my nephew was born. Everything don't seem quite well for my sis. She's feeling pain since day 1. What she is experiencing now, I believe no one except the mothers can understand. On the same day the baby was born, she was pushed into the operation theatre to do an operation. Although the doctor said it was a minor operation, but it seemed like a big matter. She kept bleeding & was put into an observation ward after the long operation.

To make things worse, her baby is a big eater. Other babies drink 40ml of milk, he drinks 90ml! Oh gosh! What is my sis going to do? She is feeling pain too to breastfeed her baby. For such a soft spoken person like my sis, seldom see her flare up, she threw a little temper yesterday! The baby was frustrating her. She was feeling very tired & no energy already after going through so much through the whole week. She is emotionally broken down already. I even saw her crying before I left the hospital to head home. I feel sad for her, but what can she do. That's her baby. My sis is such an introvert person. She has a very bad habit. She likes to keep everything to herself, instead of sharing it out. This isn't going to help her. If she continues to be like that, she may get into a depression sooner or later. This worried all of us. Jie, press on! Even the senior nurse told her that she can't keep everything to herself, she should keep sharing everything out. If she feels pain or discomfort, she should just share it out to her husband. This will help to make her feel more comfortable psychologically. The scene of seeing her crying makes me cry too. I just can't help it but cry with her. My heart is like connected to her.

My brother-in-law tried to comfort her, joked with her, but it didn't help. But, one good thing is he is always staying with her, by her side. At least the situation won't be worser.

Giving birth is really not easy. It is a very tough job. I wonder how all the mothers did it. Easy labour or not, it depends on the mother's body condition & the baby. Giving birth is taking the mother's life to risk. Despite all that, yet it is a gift from heaven for woman to conceive. Man don't experience that. They will never understand or know how it feels. Therefore, the more they should be treating their wife better, be sensitive to them.

Jie, how are you going to go through all these? The road is still long... Just bear with it. There's nothing else you can do since you had given birth to your son. Press on, press on!
加油!

What will you do...

• What will you do when someone is keep saying all the negative remarks to you?
• What will you do when you feel discouraged?
• What will you do on Valentine's day?
• What will you do when you keep on delaying on the things you are supposed to do?
• What will you do when you keep can't hit your target or fulfill your aim?
• What will you do about your laziness?
• What will you do about your shortcoming or weakness?
• Do you ever say that you hate yourself because you keep failing yourself?
• What will you do when you are disappointed?
• What will you do when you don't see hope?
• What will you do when you are in high morale about something, someone comes to pull you down?
• What will you say to the person whom you feel uncomfortable with?
• What will you do when someone keeps bugging you on the phone?
• What will you do when you see stupid people?
• What will you do when you accidentally say a vulgarity?
• What will you do when you accidentally being unkind?
• What will you do when you think this is your whole world but actually it is not?
• What will you do when you are very unhappy with your superior or your boss?
• What will you do when you feel inferior to someone else?
• What will you do when you feel you are not up to the task given to you?
• What will you do when someone rejects you?
• What will you do when you feel rejected?

What will you do, what will you do.................

In life, there is just so many "what will you do?" or questions. I don't want to ask myself "what will I do if time can turn back?" but "what I can do about it now?".

Looking forward, keep walking forward, & you will see the light infront. What will you do?

My decision is to always look forward for a brand new day of fresh beginning to start all over again! Everyday is full of hope! Whatever that I am facing now, is not the end yet. If I fail now, I will keep trying until I succeed. Failure now doesn't mean forever. There's never a difficult time that will last forever & ever. You should never pull yourself down but to fight, fight & fight against all the negatives & attacks!!!

All the best friends!

My New Born Baby Nephew!

Proudly Announce... (drum rolling...)

The First Grandchild of the Chua & Lim Family!!!

My First Nephew

My Second Sis' First Child

Name: Little Mr Chua!

[His name is still unknown...]

Sex: Male

Age: 3 days old

D.O.B.: 2nd Feb 2009

Time: 07:09am

Hobbies: lifting his hands in the air & wave!

[Actively moving]

The proud parents are still thinking of a name for him.

He who brings joy & excitement to the family.

He who shoulder great responsibility being the first grandchild of the two families.

He who is very active (energetic).

"You have been a very active little boy since you were in my sis' body."

Chua San wa ho.n.to.ni ge.n.ki. de.su.

[I feel so happy for him!]

He is a very healthy little boy. Now by his mum's side finally.

His mum just had a minor operation due to blood clots & bleeding...

Therefore, he is separated from his mum for a day plus...

"Poor little chua... But, you're very blessed for a great mum like my sister!"

"You are going to grow up to become a very talented boy!"

He is a very well loved boy by the whole family!

No matter it is the father's family or the mother's family.

Everyone just love him!

His grandmothers keep saying he is very cute.

They can't help it but to keep looking at him.

Excited grandpa went to buy "numbers" regarding him.

I believe the grandparents are going to find a very good name for him.

"Keep on being so energised, boy! We love you!"

My elder sis says:

"Thanks for coming out early to meet me before I fly to Australia for my Master studies!"

My second sis says:

"Thanks for giving me the experience of joy of being a mother!"
[Though my sis had to go through so much after giving birth.

Hope she recovers completely soon.]

I say:

"Thanks for your coming,

for I've never experience having a sibling or seeing a baby in my house.

You really bring joy!

I'm looking forward to play with you!"

Baby Nephew Had Born!!!

My dear little baby nephew whose name is not known yet, had come out into this world healthily & actively. A small little body with long sharp ears like my sis, even the way how he sleeps looks alike! He is so cute!

I went to the KK hospital yesterday to see my second sis & her baby but didn't get to. Jie was brought into the operation theatre due to some problem. The nurse didn't allow me to see the baby. A little shock when I walked into her ward. (When I saw blood on her bed...) The operation went on & on for hours. I think it was from 6 plus to pass midnight... This morning, then she was pushed to the observation ward. I wonder how is she now. Later, I'm going down to the hospital again with my family. Jie will be fine, right? Hope she will get well soon, so that she can breast feed her baby. The baby is really cute! Jie, jia you! That's is your very first child!

Do you know:
when I was waiting outside the operation theatre for jie, a scenario came into my mind. It was my mum being pushed into the operation theatre after given birth to a big baby who is me. She lost a lot of blood & was in great danger... Oh mine, how great are the mums! Mum, I love you no matter what!

Jie, you are going to be a great mum! Yeah!