Tuesday, December 1, 2009

矛盾

“我不想再想了。想了也没用,只有自己痛苦。我可以自己决定放弃吗?我不知道对方的感觉,我也不敢问。我开始怀疑我自己这是真的吗?他并不是我理想中的另一伴,但我的心却为他加速跳动,我的脸为他脸红。每一次约会都很紧张,单独还是跟一群朋友。我怎么了?“他不适合啦!”我心里这么想着。但,我却没有办法不去理他。我想不看,不听他的声音,不回他的简讯。。。但,这些我都做不到。我心很累,不想再一次的没有结果的等待。这次会成功吗?
还是我放弃。。。?心里好似矛盾。。。该放弃还是不放弃?”

“无谓的等待让我很累,也对爱情失去了信心与渴望。。。”

Saturday, November 14, 2009

"The Proposal"

Just watched "The Proposal". I think it is quite a good show. I have enjoyed it. Very interesting. Very sweet. It is always the words said from the heart that is so touching. It is a movie though. But, I really love it. It makes me feel like "falling in love"! hahaha... :P Nice lines! Incredible! I wonder how will my future husband propose to me... haha.... If it is not romantic enough, I may say "no"... hahaha... :P

Friday, November 13, 2009

According To You

Simply Love It! Frankly speaking, I was attracted to her hairstyle first! hahaha... :P

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Modern Dance I Missed

Fusion/Modern Dance

You Never Know How Much I Miss Dance... :(

Eat You Up Dance Tutorial

BOA -Eat You Up-

You Never Know How Much I Want to Dance Again...

Thursday, November 5, 2009

我恨我愛你

Though I'm not falling out of love now, but I feel this is similar to what I'm feeling now. Wierd, isn't it? Though it's a sad song but I love it very much! :)
Sometimes, I feel loving someone too much will eventually makes you hate yourself for being like that as you are not being reciprocated for your love. Somehow, you'll feel hurt...

Here it goes, "我恨我愛你":

面带微笑离开你怀里
我听天由命
最后一张王牌在手里
二选一的机率
不能放纵爱你
就放过自己
爱情已经过了甜蜜期
多说也是无益
爱不爱我已经没关系
一点小伤而已
你可以很放心
我不会为了留你
假装可怜兮兮
都怪我 太不争气
我恨我爱你
Oh~ 我爱你
只是因为你是你
Oh~ 我恨你
你有我看也看不清的小聪明
你有我说也说不完的坏脾气
你有我数也数不尽你的…
.新恋情
爱情已经过了甜蜜期
多说也是无益
爱不爱我已经没关系
一点小伤而已
你可以很放心
我不会为了留你
假装可怜兮兮
都怪我 太不争气
我恨我爱你
Oh~ 我爱你
只是因为你是你
Oh~ 我恨你
你有我看也看不清的小聪明
你有我说也说不完的坏脾气
你有我数也数不尽你的…
.新恋情
没关系…
我有你拿也拿不走的旧回忆
我可以一个人安静的忘记你
我恨你最后那一句
我爱你

To listen to this song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YCiOKXBhAOM

Saturday, October 31, 2009

This Is It

"This is it! I'm not going to hold on to it anymore! Off you go..."
Having too many thoughts in mind can sometimes burst me up. Therefore, at times, I decide to give up some of the things in life. Those that I feel there's no point wasting my time on and I have to move on without it. I believe that God will provide the best for me. So, what for to worry about? May be after giving up on certain things, I'll gain much more? I may see something coming up that will shock me? Lotz of may be but full of expectations...

Busy... I shall keep myself busy for the time being. There're just so many things I want to do! :) "The best thing is I'm doing the things I enjoy doing!" -Thank God for that!!! :)