I'm feeling so tired... I want peace... I need silence... I don't want to talk already... I'm just so tired... I want rest... Yesterday, I went to bed with lots of disappointments, but a little comfort. I thank God I can sleep... :) Tommorrow is another day. Its going to be better... I know what I had conquered, had been conquered. Now, it is just another mountain to conquer & overcome... It's going to be a very challenging year next year... Especially my elder sister is going to be away for one whole year next year... The whole family is only left with me & my parents... Hope I can cope well... My parents are going to less one allowance (which is supposed to be from my elder sis)...
Complicated family matters... Sometimes being a mute is better than anything else... Sigh...
But still, I want to thank God! Thank God for letting me to be so clear in my mind! Thank God for His Word has strengthen me! None of those negative thoughts will get into me!
I'm not perfect & I keep doing things that don't please God... But yet, God still loves me, stays by my side, protects me, guides me.... Oh, I'm just so amazed of His greatness!
It is not easy to do what is right...