A Saturday Again

So fast, a week has passed. I still have many things not done yet. Sometimes, just the thought of it, I feel very tired. Frustrations will come up. I'll feel that I'm not accomplishing things... It is not a good sign. If I want a breakthrough in the year 2009, I must do something quick & different from last year. I must be fast to make my decision. I can't be always wavering or being indecisive. I don't like the feeling of being indecisive. I don't like the feeling of being messy. Now, this is exactly what I feel. It makes me feel very confused & frustrated about myself & my life.

I don't like myself to be like this. I'm feeling terrible already. I'm angry about myself. What exactly do I want to bring myself out? What am I showing to others? What is my image? What are the many things that I can't make it yet? There're so many, so many... I'm feeling very tired, very tired now... Yet, I can't give up. This is my life! Oh God... Please help...

I don't like not being listened to. I need a listening ear! At home, it is only left with me & my parents. Listen, listen, listen! Can someone just listen & stop talking!

"Knowing what you need to do & what you are doing is important. Press in hard to make sure you achieve your goals is a MUST!"
-Christina Adalia