Just went through the songs for next year vocal exam, hrs ago with my vocal teacher. Learnt something new about how to bring out the song. It is not that easy as I had thought in the past. So many to learn, but yet limited time as I'm occupied with many things in my life. Nevertheless, I'll never give up on singing! May be it is also to make up for the unability to dance now.
It's just can't help it. There are just too many things that we want to do in life but yet, limited time and resources. Therefore, what I can do now is just to choose some of them to do. It is never anything perfect in life. You can't have everything at one time. That's life. But still, I thank God for what I'm doing now. I thank God for all the opportunities that are given to me! Thank God! :D It is such a priviledge as not everyone can have what I'm having now. It is simply a great priviledge that I must cherish! I believe this is really a calling for me. I'll do my best no matter how weak I seem to be at times. Jia you! :D
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Saturday, September 26, 2009
很高兴遇见你
“在认识你之后，就希望你能幸福。希望你能一直带着笑容活着。希望你能梦想成真。就算我们不能再一起，我也希望你能过得很好。就算将来你的身边站着别的女生，我也会祝福着你的。我只会默默地看着，默默地希望你好。别人会笑我傻，笑我痴。这些我都不会在乎。我只在乎你。”
或许是我想象力很丰富，我对爱情的要求会很高。对我来说，爱情绝对不能是闷的。我无法容忍“闷”。我渴望爱情里的浪漫与惊喜。不一定每天都要有，但绝对不能没有。
当我喜欢一个人后，我会很想多跟他在一起，说话聊天，吃饭等等。因为我想多了解他。也希望能够得到他的回爱吧。如果不能所愿，我会默默地喜欢着他直到我不能为止。如果他找到了他的幸福，我会祝福着他。我绝对不是那种会跟别人抢男人的女人。如果有人要争，就让她们去争吧。我没有兴趣。我认为一切顺其自然就好。我认为爱情是自然的，是慢慢培养出来的。争夺的爱情会幸福吗？争夺有意义吗？
曾经有人对我说，如果我真的爱那个人，为什么不要去争呢. 对于这点, 我实在无法认同. 或许, 我比较想要男生主动一点吧.
别再问我的择偶条件是什么了. 我正在等着我的命中注定. 希望能像我所祈祷的那样实现. 我能知道答案吗?
"认识你是我这辈子最幸福的事."
*以上的, 若有雷同, 纯属巧合.*
或许是我想象力很丰富，我对爱情的要求会很高。对我来说，爱情绝对不能是闷的。我无法容忍“闷”。我渴望爱情里的浪漫与惊喜。不一定每天都要有，但绝对不能没有。
当我喜欢一个人后，我会很想多跟他在一起，说话聊天，吃饭等等。因为我想多了解他。也希望能够得到他的回爱吧。如果不能所愿，我会默默地喜欢着他直到我不能为止。如果他找到了他的幸福，我会祝福着他。我绝对不是那种会跟别人抢男人的女人。如果有人要争，就让她们去争吧。我没有兴趣。我认为一切顺其自然就好。我认为爱情是自然的，是慢慢培养出来的。争夺的爱情会幸福吗？争夺有意义吗？
曾经有人对我说，如果我真的爱那个人，为什么不要去争呢. 对于这点, 我实在无法认同. 或许, 我比较想要男生主动一点吧.
别再问我的择偶条件是什么了. 我正在等着我的命中注定. 希望能像我所祈祷的那样实现. 我能知道答案吗?
"认识你是我这辈子最幸福的事."
*以上的, 若有雷同, 纯属巧合.*
Thursday, September 10, 2009
恨你不在我身旁
恨你不在我身旁
每每这一个时刻，我都会想起你。
但，你却不在我身旁
每一次，我在梦中叫你的名字，
但，你却不回应。
每一次，我伸出手向你求助，
但， 你却不理睬。
当我寂寞的时候，我会想起他。我多么想要他在我身旁陪伴着我。但是，我知道那是不可能的事。他还在兵营里。他的生活永远都是那么地忙碌, 连通电话都不能拨给我. 每一次的见面, 打招呼似乎是一件非常难的事. 在我心里, 他站的位子是重要的. 到目前为止, 没有任何人能够取代的. 我把他看得那么重. 他是否也是这样想我呢? 我只知道, 至今他都一直让我失望. 何时我才能知道答案呢? 他是否属于我?
我好寂寞, 好孤单, 好没有安全感… 唯一的希望就只盼他的到来. 但, 左盼右盼, 他连影子都没有出现过.
我看了别的男生, 尝试去考虑他们. “小我一两岁的应该可以吧? 这个怎样? 那个怎样?” 但, 最终还是觉得不适合. 他的名字一直都出现在我的脑海里. 你为什么一直纠缠着我, 却又不给我希望? 我恨我爱你!
*<<我恨我爱你>>这首歌是来自这样的故事吗?*
每每这一个时刻，我都会想起你。
但，你却不在我身旁
每一次，我在梦中叫你的名字，
但，你却不回应。
每一次，我伸出手向你求助，
但， 你却不理睬。
当我寂寞的时候，我会想起他。我多么想要他在我身旁陪伴着我。但是，我知道那是不可能的事。他还在兵营里。他的生活永远都是那么地忙碌, 连通电话都不能拨给我. 每一次的见面, 打招呼似乎是一件非常难的事. 在我心里, 他站的位子是重要的. 到目前为止, 没有任何人能够取代的. 我把他看得那么重. 他是否也是这样想我呢? 我只知道, 至今他都一直让我失望. 何时我才能知道答案呢? 他是否属于我?
我好寂寞, 好孤单, 好没有安全感… 唯一的希望就只盼他的到来. 但, 左盼右盼, 他连影子都没有出现过.
我看了别的男生, 尝试去考虑他们. “小我一两岁的应该可以吧? 这个怎样? 那个怎样?” 但, 最终还是觉得不适合. 他的名字一直都出现在我的脑海里. 你为什么一直纠缠着我, 却又不给我希望? 我恨我爱你!
*<<我恨我爱你>>这首歌是来自这样的故事吗?*
Monday, August 31, 2009
乱
乱乱的思绪. 乱乱的房间. 乱乱的生活.
毫不清楚的, 想做的一切也跟着乱了. 完全都不知道该做什么. 一切都很不清楚.
如果连最基本家里的琐事都做不好或没做的话, 那,你的人生就如你的家的情况一样了.
神-第一, 家-第二. 这可是十诫里头两个最重要的东西喔! 要记得, 除了神以外, 家可是第一喔!
如果你想要你的人生有着什么样的改变, 那, 第一, 你必须做的就是把家里打理好. 可能至少把自己的房间收拾好等等之类的. 我现在正面对这样的问题, 所以我能深深的体会这种感觉.
如果我人生要有什么样的变化的话, 我的房间就得先整理好了. 每一天都还是很乱. 真叫人受不了! 就算熬夜, 我也要快点把它做好! 好多东西要做喔! 但是, 我觉得我"准备"好了... (这是个不能说的秘密!) :P
毫不清楚的, 想做的一切也跟着乱了. 完全都不知道该做什么. 一切都很不清楚.
如果连最基本家里的琐事都做不好或没做的话, 那,你的人生就如你的家的情况一样了.
神-第一, 家-第二. 这可是十诫里头两个最重要的东西喔! 要记得, 除了神以外, 家可是第一喔!
如果你想要你的人生有着什么样的改变, 那, 第一, 你必须做的就是把家里打理好. 可能至少把自己的房间收拾好等等之类的. 我现在正面对这样的问题, 所以我能深深的体会这种感觉.
如果我人生要有什么样的变化的话, 我的房间就得先整理好了. 每一天都还是很乱. 真叫人受不了! 就算熬夜, 我也要快点把它做好! 好多东西要做喔! 但是, 我觉得我"准备"好了... (这是个不能说的秘密!) :P
Monday, August 24, 2009
Child of Destiny
Seriously, I had never thought that I would have the chance to perform in Victoria Concert Theatre with ticket selling public performance! It was such a fantastic experience! Incredible! We had all truly enjoyed ourselves very much! Not just the performance, but the great opportunity of every one of us gathered together in one place with the same purpose. That was such a precious moments with each other! Out of all of busyness, we were there!
The moment we finished the performance “Child of Destiny”, the audience stood up to clap their hands & cheered for us, we felt so proud of ourselves & so honor to be there! We smiled immediately. Some even wanted to tear!
With so many photos we had took, some of them actually “prophesized” of the slow working of the Facebook as all of us begin to flood the Facebook with thousands & thousands of photos!!! Hahaha…. :P I’m one of them! Hahaha…
Very tired but yet fulfilling…
To see the photos, go to the Facebook, friends! As I say, thousands & thousands of photos!!! LOL.
The moment we finished the performance “Child of Destiny”, the audience stood up to clap their hands & cheered for us, we felt so proud of ourselves & so honor to be there! We smiled immediately. Some even wanted to tear!
With so many photos we had took, some of them actually “prophesized” of the slow working of the Facebook as all of us begin to flood the Facebook with thousands & thousands of photos!!! Hahaha…. :P I’m one of them! Hahaha…
Very tired but yet fulfilling…
To see the photos, go to the Facebook, friends! As I say, thousands & thousands of photos!!! LOL.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
完成了第二个作业
终于完成了我的第二个作业，并且在线上交上了。终于放下了心中的一块石头。心理和身理都很疲倦了。好想大睡一场阿。。。但是，因为有太多的东西在忙碌的时侯，想要去做。所以，我无法错过在能休息的时候，去做。因此，我还是在忙着。。。哈哈。。。你应该在骂我为和不去休息了。哈。。。可是，能做我想做的东西是多么的开心的事啊！小小透漏一下。。。其中一样是看anime。其中宁一样是看电视节目。但，那绝对不是电视上的那些，而是线上的那些外国片。哈哈。。。我可是超级电视迷阿！哈哈。。。不知道这是个优点，还是缺点。。。 去看戏喽！Bye bye! :)
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Graduation
I want to be trueful to myself. That's why I share.
2yrs ago, my parents, especially my mum refused to attend my SOT graduation.
Is that a good thing or not. Till now, it has been a very deep memory in my heart.
It has unknowingly cause an effect in me. Do I need to overcome this?
I feel like being rebellious by not allowing my parents to attend my university graduation 3yrs later. Should I do that? Since I have no burden about they paid the school fee. This time round, I'm the one paying. What excuse for them to come? It is really bad to think like that.
Who is perfect? There'll be time that you'll be just like me, thinking in this way. It is just a thought. Whether or not it is going to happen will depends on your decision. So, what decision will you make?
I realize that many small little things that happen in your life can actually cause forth an impact in your life. It'll affect what decision you'll make in the future. It really will! For bad or good.
What decision should I make? To me, I feel that every graduation, no matter what it is for, should be respected. If anyone is to treat it lightly, I feel it is just not right to do so. I dislike this kind of person. Let's see what will happen in 3 yrs time. Will I allow my parents to go for my graduation? I feel with parents or without parents in graduation makes no difference. I'm used to simple and lonely graduation. It is like nothing big is happening. Other than taking photos, it is just taking photos... The only thing I feel more comforted is the friends who have come down specially to support me. Even without gifts, their greetings are more than enough. Though I'll still admire those who are surrounded by many people & with many gifts & surprises in their hands. So nice! How sweet it can be? Admire...
Why talk about graduation? It is because I just attended a graduation of my friends...
All the best! They're real blessed, surrounded with so much love! :D
2yrs ago, my parents, especially my mum refused to attend my SOT graduation.
Is that a good thing or not. Till now, it has been a very deep memory in my heart.
It has unknowingly cause an effect in me. Do I need to overcome this?
I feel like being rebellious by not allowing my parents to attend my university graduation 3yrs later. Should I do that? Since I have no burden about they paid the school fee. This time round, I'm the one paying. What excuse for them to come? It is really bad to think like that.
Who is perfect? There'll be time that you'll be just like me, thinking in this way. It is just a thought. Whether or not it is going to happen will depends on your decision. So, what decision will you make?
I realize that many small little things that happen in your life can actually cause forth an impact in your life. It'll affect what decision you'll make in the future. It really will! For bad or good.
What decision should I make? To me, I feel that every graduation, no matter what it is for, should be respected. If anyone is to treat it lightly, I feel it is just not right to do so. I dislike this kind of person. Let's see what will happen in 3 yrs time. Will I allow my parents to go for my graduation? I feel with parents or without parents in graduation makes no difference. I'm used to simple and lonely graduation. It is like nothing big is happening. Other than taking photos, it is just taking photos... The only thing I feel more comforted is the friends who have come down specially to support me. Even without gifts, their greetings are more than enough. Though I'll still admire those who are surrounded by many people & with many gifts & surprises in their hands. So nice! How sweet it can be? Admire...
Why talk about graduation? It is because I just attended a graduation of my friends...
All the best! They're real blessed, surrounded with so much love! :D
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